I legit have like… a journal post planned and some BL I want to talk about but I’ve been having LONG mid-day shifts at work so I wake up, go to work, come home, play DDS2 for a couple hours, fit some chores in there somewhere, sleep. And never want to do anything of substance. As you can tell now since I’m just filling out this silly ~tell us about yourself~ questionnaire uuuuuu.
so ~~as you may know~~ yesterday was the big senate vote for the legalization of gay marriage in MN! I watched the whole thing and probably horrified my entire twitter feed by livetweeting the event. (Thank you so much to everyone who didn’t swiftly unfollow me… orz;;) But then when it passed I got SO EXCITED and we were gonna go down to the capitol because EXCITEMENT!!!! but then it turned out the party would be today for a rally and to watch the governor sign the bill into law and then there would be a big hubbub downtown to celebrate so—!
pride flags lined Wabasha bridge since yesterday morning and it’s not even pride month yet sd;ljg;sgsdg
I am READY for a stressful afternoon of listening to the MN senate hearing!!!
GO MINNESOTA GO GO GO
if you’re in the mood to stress out you can watch it too LET’S WATCH IT 2GETHER
JUST BLEEDS MONEY ugh lately I have been terrible with my spending. ;; Yeah the yen is weak but that is no excuse Ami put that wallet back in your purse this instant. But it feels like all this STUFF piled up at once and I am once again ridiculously overwhelmed by the ability of money to suddenly transform into things.
but MY BL FINALLY ARRIVED oh man. ;; it feels like greeting an old friend after way too long it’s terrible. I’ll I’ve read so far is the Junai Eroki continuation and the fact that Citron is only going to come out twice a year now (?????? WHAT? WHAT ABOUT ITONEKO??) because I’m still sitting here like s’dg;’dsgsdfg BOOKS.
doesn’t help that today a random gift from my overly-giving sister arrived in the form of BUB MERCH
I have been a little obsessed with Lil Bub lately I must confess. She also bought magnets but they are already on the fridge ahhh BUB MUG!!!
trying out the Helios nailpolish even though I work in two hours and it will all come off anyway.
in the process of making myself a warm-weather playlist. All the songs that feel warm and fun and summery, or songs that remind me of things from my life that happened in spring or summer. I will make it through this terrible winter alive I swear!!!
today on the way to work I borrowed my sister’s copy of the third Evangelion soundtrack. Never has a 15-minute drive to work at a deli felt so purposeful and dramatic.
I feel really upset right now and I’m not even sure why.
I feel like I’ve wasted my whole day off. I’m sick of being the house maid. I feel like I’m not currently passionate about much of anything.
it’s one of those days where I feel like I may as well shrivel up and die.
I had a fairly good day at work and walked out to see a very pretty sky.